Lettre A F

sometimes i wonder whether i'm cut out for this. for all of this. it's been a long time by anybody's standards. i know that along any road there's bound to be bumps and bruises but maybe i'm done with these bumps. am i supposed to feel this way? i just feel like the longer it is, the more i realize that i'm still so young. there's so much i want to do. there's so many things i want to see. alone. i don't enjoy the guilt-trips i take everytime it crosses my mind. but how do i tell people what i feel without breaking their heart? i feel like the dynamics of every aspect in my life has changed. perhaps i don't want the same things i did back when i was 16. perhaps i'm just going through one of those phases where i get bored with everything in my life. what if i remain this fickle for the rest of my life? maybe it's post-exam stress and depression. i really don't know. i don't know what i want and where i want to be anymore.